yesterday i started again to listen very much dir en grey songs ... and i remembered so much feelings like they slept in me. well i felt something like deep hate against the society that nearly made me vomit ... why has everyone be so egoistic? why are there so little people that are really honest? and why is living so damn despairing?
i really want to know and i started to think about it but i only got more and more angry about humans . . . my generation should really start to make everything better but we are so annoying for the most people with our way of thinking or handling situations. we are the "lost generation" without any hope who are damned to work till they die ... well that´s not fair but we still have to nod our heads and smile friendly