after a very very long time
i was shopping and well...
i spend so much money for things
... i really DO have to <3
girlish thing glittery and shiny
< [album] dir en grey/marrow of a bone
< 3 pairs of earrings
< a nice hot reitalicious bracelet
< a hair circlet
< a parfum bruno banani
yeah and in the evening i was out
with my best friend and my old best
friend [...] i really do luv my best
friend she´s very lovly and caring
about me ...
but my old best friend well i think
there will be no more friendship
and i think i can´t handle it...
he really gave me a reason to live
and now the reason is gone ...
so why living?
i need him so bad and i like him
so damn much [...]
why dos god have to torture me all
does he really want to me to kill
myself so that his lil sheppard in
black comes back?
maybe [...] i don´t know
i think about to fulfill his wish?
i´m so depressed and so
my angels are gone and their
is me left the little crying child.